BLUE HERON MOON
long have I known your cry
in the dusky half-light
between sleep and dawn,
you, yes you,
spawn of the pterodactyl
with the throaty voice and piercing beak.
Solitary contemplator of horizons.
I saw you whirling snakes
over your head like a baton tosser.
I saw you spearing the bellies
of fish too fat to eat.
I saw you taking the grace of the sun
on a bleached morning,
wings shaking in the ecstatic glow.
I saw you step swiftly aside
when the eagle ripped
your prey from the long hunt.
the lonely one,
old man of the water,
old woman of the sea caves,
born old in the nest, eager to be alone,
staring at the moon as if you owned it.
They say that natures makes a harmony;
well, I don't believe it. I have seen your ghost
in my dreams and sometimes in my nightmares --
the endless snake sliding down your throat,
that hilarious windup into flight -- bird
with a voice like an indignant bullfrog
that's been stepped on.
The precious god of patience,
the one who waits
even as your world is whittled down --
the ponds broken into landfill and subdivisions,
lakes roaring with jet skiers,
the oceans polluted and empty.
First child of the dinosaurs
Where will you go now?
In the rain
an ancient Taoist sage on a bad hair day,
a bipedal billy goat fixated on an enemy tin can,
a skinny Englishman without his umbrella --
the bony, hard edges of wisdom
that come from days of staring at water;
a shade of blue
like the sky before the sun arrives;
all the memories I had of a world
when that world was wild.
Back to night directions for the lost